Internship

Hey hey, suddenly remembered tht I have a blog.lol.have been so occupied last semester and now I'm busy with my intern. How are y'all lately? Hope everyone is doing fine :)

Well, my intern suppose to start at 1st of july but due to the request of my boss, I agreed to start my intern a month earlier than my friends.that is in the month of june right after my birthday.Initially the boss wanted me to start working on my birthday but, I requested to delay for a day. (Who likes to work on their birthday? Siao meh) on top of that, I was having my final exams in the month of june but they allowed me to take day off to sit for my papers. to work and to study is kinda stress if you can relste to that, I don't really have time to study because of the work load. Almost everyday I worked overtime to get my work done. What an experience. (Beacuse of those "wonderful" clients -.-)

Anyhow I only have three papers to sit for since the rest are 100% coursework.That's the pros of being an art student. Hah! however, during the semester, we're constantly busy with assignments.

I got my intern quite late since I don't really have the time to search for it. But I knew it's going to be in Penang. I wanted to be in Penang because I wanna explore this place, in short I like Penang.(another reason would be, CM Lim :3) Before starting my uni life, seldom will I go to Penang but, there are two major events of my life that took place in Penang, that is when I had my national service and being a student in USM +I like the church I'm attending now.it was the church that I attended during my national service back then. ;)

Last semester, I was caught up with a theater performance for my senior's final year project. I've agreed to help her since the previous sem and so I was busy going for rehersal and so not forgetting my assignments and other commitments.The busyness tireds me out but I do feel that I've used my time to the fullest. Haha!

Back to the topic, I've tried sending e-mail and resume to a few company which I'm interested. Mainly advertising agencies cause I'm a graphic student but there wasn't any reply. Instead of waiting, I called up to ask whether there's any vacancy for interns.The first one didn't really worked out, the 2nd one wanted me on the spot but my heart wasn't settle for it. I was waiting for another company and so I prayed and called up again. so they arrange an interview specifically for me.
The interview that I went to is the one most intern would be afraid of...testing your skills on the spot! I was kinda shocked when they say there are going to give me a small test.before that they already given me an IQ test when I fill in the form and guess what, they say I'm the 2nd one (of all tht came for interview) who got it all correct and they added I should pat myself on the shoulder since I've never done this IQ test before.lol. I startled but ofcz all the glory to God for His wisdom. so I took the 2nd test and do whatever I can according to the topic given in 45 minutes using illustrator. Only after that I show them my portfolio, artworks and assignments that I did in Uni. The boss actually complimented about my work. Wow, I was like in cloud nine because the boss affirmed me that I have a future in this industry. It was rather comforting as I know I'm on the right track ;) *happy girl

Getting into this company in Penang is what I wanted and I do thank God for it. Though I did grumble for the heavy workloads, I do learned a lot and still learning.

P/s: felt that I'm like a full time staff, under paid. Lol (Like a foreign worker, work so hard, earn so little >.<) but what counts is the the experience I get, in which money can't buy! ;)

Sorry guys, only updating when I feel like it.Sometimes I do wonder does people actually read my post.haha..anyways, do share your thoughts with me.would like to hear from you.hehe! :D

picture taken in the office when I'm still feeling fresh. >.<

Just because

Just because-I always put on a smile, doesn't mean that I don't have problems.

Just because-I laugh a lot, doesn't mean I don't take things seriously.

Just because-I appear happy, doesn't mean everything is okay.

Just because-I like to take pictures, doesn't mean that I'm confident.

Just because-I have a lot of friends,  doesn't mean that I don't feel lonely.

Just because-I forgive,  doesn't mean you can take me for granted.

Just because-I'm straight forward, doesn't mean that I'm insensitive.

Just because-I don't keep in touch all the time, doesn't mean I don't care.

Just because-I don't show my feeling often, doesn't mean I don't have any.

Just because-I don't say I love you often, doesn't mean I don't.

Just because-I cried, it doesn't mean I'm not tough.

Just because-I'm stubborn, doesn't mean I expect you to change for me.

Just because-I kept quite, doesn't mean I'm afraid to stand up for myself.

Just because-I'm a christian, doesn't guarantee that I'm don't make mistakes.

I do
 make wrong decisions.

I'm just human like you.
 I'm prone to mistakes and I'm sure you do too.

I can be emotional and sensitive. I admit. but, I'm not afraid to show it because this is me. I believe that a true friend see how a suckie you can be but, still wants you in their life because they won't easily give up on you. Don't be afraid to show the fragile side of you, people will never know how you feel if you never let it show.

Crying is how your body speaks when your mouth can't explain the pain you feel. It's good to cry. but, you can't be crying forever. Positive action is the appropriate response to a negative thought. After that, smile! let everyone know that you are stronger than you were yesterday.happy reading peeps! :)

took this picture cause was too bored waiting alone in starbucks

Remember,"showing your emotion is a sign of strength" 

God Bless y'all ;) 

Nearly lost it

Phew~ *wipe my sweat* finally I can login to my facebook account!! Was so worried for the pass two days because my account was somehow hacked after I've clicked into some link. (If y'all notice, I hasn't been active for the pass two days :P) I changed my password for a few times and I felt really helpless, troubled and stupid for clicking into that link. It seems that there's another person who actually changed my password and I couldn't login. When I track back my change of password activity through my email. The person who login to my account was from KL and Kota Kinabalu. Distress siao when I read the email! After reporting, there's nothing I can do but just wait.

The sense of regret build up so strong that I didn't know what to say but, just shocked in front of the screen. I didn't tell anyone about this at home (since that day was Christmas) and I just kept it to myself, talked to God and hope for the best. After I've reported to facebook, my account was locked for the pass 24 hours. Until this afternoon, when I try login again, I was able to do so. was sososo happy and overwhelmed with joy that I can get my account back. Thank God for that. :D

In this case, I guess everyone would feel the same, because thinking about starting a new account means to start from zero "0" and it really saddens me because I'll need to add my friends all over again and the most important thing is losing all the photos in which people tag me in over all these years, the comments, status, history and everything would be gone. I guess, what matters the most is the memories. Another lesson learned. No more next time! Stupid link!

Curiosity does killed the cat. You should be wondering what did I clicked that cause such an anxiety to myself. Well, recently in facebook there are a lot of people who shared those links about changing your facebook theme/timeline colour thingy. At first, I don't even boder about it. I just scroll down and ignore it. However, when some people started tagging me in this "change your timeline thingy" post, I felt kinda annoyed. While untaging, I was curious whether this thing really works and ended up clicking into it. I followed the steps and suddenly I felt something is not right.Bam! I can't access to my account *slap forehead* I don't know why I did that, follow the steps one by one some more =.= got me so emotional after doing that. ish!

The metaphoric expression when I was shocked. almost drowned

Nevertheless, I'm glad that it's over and I can regain access to my account. :D WEEE~~ and I've passed up my web assignment. free of assignments, like finally!! still, need to read up for my coming exam. til then, watch some movie and relax first!! :P

That's all for today.

TTYL XOXO

Thoughts

In my blog, I always reveal about the happy-go-lucky side of me and you seldom see me writing an emo post like now. But, today, I wanna say I don't know why I'm so emo on this joyous day. Saying don't know is just lying to myself. I know, but, I just decided to keep it to myself with the word "Don't know". It's not just one thing..It's like so many things came up all at once. It's like many arrows aiming at you at different directions but, you got only one shield. There's no choice but to get wounded for those arrows that you didn't manage to avoid.

It's Christmas and I'm suppose to be happy. I've always love Christmas..and December is always my favourite month. But everything I expected doesn't turn out..and when you expect something, it didn't happen, guess what, Yes, disappointments...

I notice that this semester I met a lot of disappointments. Maybe God is teaching me to take disappointments by finding comfort in Him. whenever I feel like I have no one to talk to or no one could understands me, I talk to Heavenly Daddy. I know He would understand and I can just cry out to Him. I'm glad that I have someone to turn to whenever I feel this way. I would named Him....my comfort, my refuge, my strong tower in whom I trust. He's always there, waiting for me, but, a lot of times, I'm so engrossed in my own world that I left Him out. It's only when I met with problems, difficulties, sadness etc, I turned back and saw how faithful God is and how unfaithful I am. Ashamed, yet that's is when I needed Him the most..and I know I shouldn't run away from Him.

It's makes me think about the numerous disappointments that I've given to God, my parents and the people around me. I come to realize that, this is how it feels to be disappointed. In spite of that, God still show His love to me, comforted me, lead me through, and send people to help and encourage me. I have to say, I do felt a sense of guilt and condemnation. Even so, all these just went away when I looked at the grace that He had given to me through His son, Jesus Christ. It brings me to tears to come to think about how undeserving I am, a sinner to receive the grace of God. Grace is a gift from God and it's freely given to those He loves.

Guess who God loves??  John 3:16 For God so love THE WORLD, that He GAVE His only begotten son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. "The World" simply means everyone on this planet earth either you're dead or alive and that includes you and me. even though you're not a christian, God still loves you, always waiting for you to accept His son, Jesus Christ. He is the only God who GIVES first even before we ask. Many times we thought that we need to give something to God, offer or do something in order to receive. But our God is on the other way round, He gives even before you ask simply because He loves you. :') He's constantly looking forward to bless you and prosper you. That is how great He is. 

Surely when you've tasted His goodness, you'll never go searching around anymore because only Jesus can give you the peace that surpasses all understandings.

His grace is sufficient for me. 2 Corinthians 12:9 and  the verse continues..... "His power is made perfect in weakness". Writing these all out really makes me feel better now. I might be weak, but His power is made perfect in my weakness. Thank you Lord, once again for listening to the murmurs of my heart. HAHA!! I'm smiling now. It's a sincere smile which I feel deep within :D

Always remember, Christmas exist because of the birth of Jesus Christ. X'mas is a wrong term and I don't know how it came about. Please spell it correctly yo. Christmas is meaningless without Christ because without Christ, we can never find salvation for our soul and the way back to the Father. The gift exchange actually revolves around the idea of giving.. Christmas is all about giving because on this day a child was given to us and His name is Jesus. :)

chubby cheeks = Me

Another reason for myself to react in such a way probably because of  PMS(excuse to be emo XD)

urgh~~ so easily get irritated and fustrated.haha! till then, gonna continue doing my web assignment. need to pass up on thursday. Life goes on!! CHEERS~ 

stay tunned kay?? ;)

signing off,

XOXO

Red head

wuhoo! I'm a happy girl again, was being such an emo baby since the pass few weeks because too many things cramped up in my brain. Thank God for good friends and great parents and awesome pastor!! The Word of God is just sososo important!! read your bible pray everyday ;)

Yesterday, Mommy and daddy came to visit me again, the 3rd time in a row for this week.haha..you must be thinking such a pampered kid. Well, if they wanna come, why would I stop them since they're staying at  Bukit Mertajam.(ps:my daddy is working there) And whenever they come, surely I'll hug both of them before they leave. Really Appreciate them for bringing me to have good food, grocery shopping and some home cook food as well. Feel so loved :))

oh ya, I dyed my hair again, not in the salon bt in my hostel with the help of my rommie.hehe! For my hair length, it's too expensive to dye in the salon.thus, DIY is the best for the meantime. :D

But, this time I'm trying another brand namely Beautylabo from Japan as well. Before this, I often use Liese. It works almost the same as Liese bubbles foam, simple and easy, just follow the instructions given. My roommate recommended me this brand because it works well with her hair..quite evenly coloured though.so, I decided to give it a try ;)

The packaging is so cute and attractive! It looks a starbuck cup! 

well, it does look like something I can eat.hehe!

My rilakkuma likes it too, I think he have the same thought as mine :D

The colour I chose is candy pink! 

 a random crazy aunty look before dyeing her hair :P

Summary: 

Overall, the smell is okay, tolerable for me. Not that strong until it fills the whole room with ammonia smell. but, do remember to wash your hair twice when you're done with the dyeing. Washing it clean is a crucial step because the chemicals is not good for your scalp as well as it makes your scalp itchy and smells like shit. The smell will still linger around for the 1st day and subsequently after the next wash, it will be alright.  :)

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Tadaaaa!

 Always wanted to have auburn colour! love it~

Another thing is that after dyeing, my hair is still soft and smooth!

The sunlight enhances the colour <3
and it's kinda even too.woots!

That's all for now 

Ending this post with a hideous picture!

Happy reading.

TTYL~ :D

Another fun-filled day off

yes, yesterday was my off day again..wee~ another four more days, I'll be shaking my leg at home (just for another week b4 next sememster starts, nooo  /no). Initially, I thought of joining mommy for excercise at 7am. but, she didn't wake me up because it was raining the whole night til morning.so, I woke up at about 9 and prepared myself for an exciting day :D

Went to puiyun's grandparents house to make "gai dan gou", chinese steam cake because we planned to visit our form 6th teachers in the afternoon with jin liang aka the skinny guy (he looks skinny as always no matter how much he eats, so not fair =.=)

from puiyun's phone taken by me.hehe!

 Final outcome :))

here's a closer view.looks adorable right?? taste not bad too. haha~

The teachers loved it. Manage to catch up with them and crap a little as usual. It's fun to talk with your teachers as if they are your peers..darn funny ge lo. btw, Miss Tham is giving birth next month, didn't know she is pregnant already. imma so outdated. :P

After the visitation, went for karaoke at K-Box, dinner and night market nearby..Spending the day with my dear crystal aka puiyun. 

Btw,  /hmm

my round and chubby face, I prefer calling it kissable cheeks :))

signing out with lovess,

The Appetizer

Started working since I came back from Beijing. So, I didn't really got the time to update about my trip but, I promise I'll post it up as soon as I've finish sorting and editing the pictures.hehe! (I'm a procrastinator pls forgive me) :P

I really enjoyed the trip because I got to know a lot of new friends from Canada. Guess what, they are chinese who migrated from China and they came back for holiday. Hope to visit Canada someday.

So, here's a sneak peek of my Beijing get away for you to stay tunned. :D

I'm starting to love traveling. Maybe I should start traveling within Malaysia. haha!

P/s: I'm working because i'm saving up to buy a new handphone. I lost my phone last semester and there's no use crying over spilled milk. I'm sure I'll be more careful with my stuffs next time. That was a lesson to learn. Anyway, I'm willing to work for it! Goodnight peeps. /bye

My very 1st time

hey guys, Thank God it's friday! :D

This is my very 1st time taking part in a competition on9. This competition is organized by a page which sells a wide range of clothes, shoes, bag and accessories. Girls are gonna love this because the price is quite reasonable too! Well, what actually motivates me is the prize.haha! I can't stop laughing at myself and at the same time quite paiseh >.<

This competition actually started in April. However, i only found out about that in the begining of this month and somehow thicken my face to join.LOL i really doubt myself..bcz, i know i don't have a model figure and model look.Anyway, no harm trying right? because, every contestant will get free gifts for participating.hehe! In addition, the owner said that you don't have to be pretty to take part because they are also judging us by how we dressed. So, i dug out some relevant photos and sent it to her.Do feel free to comment on the style or anything you wanna say to me. :P

Here, I would like to thank all my friends who supported me, shared and liked my photo.Without you guys, i wouldn't have the courage to do this. I finally understand how people felt when they asked me to like their pictures in other competitions too. normally i'll hit the "like" button too when they Pm me. =)

For those who haven't vote, please help me "like" and share. I really appreciate that!

and for those who already voted, from the bottom of my heart, i just wanna say thank you so much. your support means alot to me.^^

But, i do hope that you guys will support me.Just follow the simple steps below: 

1st step: Like this page OJI TShirt Station

2nd step: Like my picture Jacqueline :)

Once again just wanna say Thank you and do leave a comment on the photo on what impression i give u.til then, i'll update more.stay tunned peeps..love ya *winks