Internship

Hey hey, suddenly remembered tht I have a blog.lol.have been so occupied last semester and now I'm busy with my intern. How are y'all lately? Hope everyone is doing fine :)

Well, my intern suppose to start at 1st of july but due to the request of my boss, I agreed to start my intern a month earlier than my friends.that is in the month of june right after my birthday.Initially the boss wanted me to start working on my birthday but, I requested to delay for a day. (Who likes to work on their birthday? Siao meh) on top of that, I was having my final exams in the month of june but they allowed me to take day off to sit for my papers. to work and to study is kinda stress if you can relste to that, I don't really have time to study because of the work load. Almost everyday I worked overtime to get my work done. What an experience. (Beacuse of those "wonderful" clients -.-)

Anyhow I only have three papers to sit for since the rest are 100% coursework.That's the pros of being an art student. Hah! however, during the semester, we're constantly busy with assignments.

I got my intern quite late since I don't really have the time to search for it. But I knew it's going to be in Penang. I wanted to be in Penang because I wanna explore this place, in short I like Penang.(another reason would be, CM Lim :3) Before starting my uni life, seldom will I go to Penang but, there are two major events of my life that took place in Penang, that is when I had my national service and being a student in USM +I like the church I'm attending now.it was the church that I attended during my national service back then. ;)

Last semester, I was caught up with a theater performance for my senior's final year project. I've agreed to help her since the previous sem and so I was busy going for rehersal and so not forgetting my assignments and other commitments.The busyness tireds me out but I do feel that I've used my time to the fullest. Haha!

Back to the topic, I've tried sending e-mail and resume to a few company which I'm interested. Mainly advertising agencies cause I'm a graphic student but there wasn't any reply. Instead of waiting, I called up to ask whether there's any vacancy for interns.The first one didn't really worked out, the 2nd one wanted me on the spot but my heart wasn't settle for it. I was waiting for another company and so I prayed and called up again. so they arrange an interview specifically for me.
The interview that I went to is the one most intern would be afraid of...testing your skills on the spot! I was kinda shocked when they say there are going to give me a small test.before that they already given me an IQ test when I fill in the form and guess what, they say I'm the 2nd one (of all tht came for interview) who got it all correct and they added I should pat myself on the shoulder since I've never done this IQ test before.lol. I startled but ofcz all the glory to God for His wisdom. so I took the 2nd test and do whatever I can according to the topic given in 45 minutes using illustrator. Only after that I show them my portfolio, artworks and assignments that I did in Uni. The boss actually complimented about my work. Wow, I was like in cloud nine because the boss affirmed me that I have a future in this industry. It was rather comforting as I know I'm on the right track ;) *happy girl

Getting into this company in Penang is what I wanted and I do thank God for it. Though I did grumble for the heavy workloads, I do learned a lot and still learning.

P/s: felt that I'm like a full time staff, under paid. Lol (Like a foreign worker, work so hard, earn so little >.<) but what counts is the the experience I get, in which money can't buy! ;)

Sorry guys, only updating when I feel like it.Sometimes I do wonder does people actually read my post.haha..anyways, do share your thoughts with me.would like to hear from you.hehe! :D

picture taken in the office when I'm still feeling fresh. >.<

Just because

Just because-I always put on a smile, doesn't mean that I don't have problems.

Just because-I laugh a lot, doesn't mean I don't take things seriously.

Just because-I appear happy, doesn't mean everything is okay.

Just because-I like to take pictures, doesn't mean that I'm confident.

Just because-I have a lot of friends,  doesn't mean that I don't feel lonely.

Just because-I forgive,  doesn't mean you can take me for granted.

Just because-I'm straight forward, doesn't mean that I'm insensitive.

Just because-I don't keep in touch all the time, doesn't mean I don't care.

Just because-I don't show my feeling often, doesn't mean I don't have any.

Just because-I don't say I love you often, doesn't mean I don't.

Just because-I cried, it doesn't mean I'm not tough.

Just because-I'm stubborn, doesn't mean I expect you to change for me.

Just because-I kept quite, doesn't mean I'm afraid to stand up for myself.

Just because-I'm a christian, doesn't guarantee that I'm don't make mistakes.

I do
 make wrong decisions.

I'm just human like you.
 I'm prone to mistakes and I'm sure you do too.

I can be emotional and sensitive. I admit. but, I'm not afraid to show it because this is me. I believe that a true friend see how a suckie you can be but, still wants you in their life because they won't easily give up on you. Don't be afraid to show the fragile side of you, people will never know how you feel if you never let it show.

Crying is how your body speaks when your mouth can't explain the pain you feel. It's good to cry. but, you can't be crying forever. Positive action is the appropriate response to a negative thought. After that, smile! let everyone know that you are stronger than you were yesterday.happy reading peeps! :)

took this picture cause was too bored waiting alone in starbucks

Remember,"showing your emotion is a sign of strength" 

God Bless y'all ;) 

Thoughts

In my blog, I always reveal about the happy-go-lucky side of me and you seldom see me writing an emo post like now. But, today, I wanna say I don't know why I'm so emo on this joyous day. Saying don't know is just lying to myself. I know, but, I just decided to keep it to myself with the word "Don't know". It's not just one thing..It's like so many things came up all at once. It's like many arrows aiming at you at different directions but, you got only one shield. There's no choice but to get wounded for those arrows that you didn't manage to avoid.

It's Christmas and I'm suppose to be happy. I've always love Christmas..and December is always my favourite month. But everything I expected doesn't turn out..and when you expect something, it didn't happen, guess what, Yes, disappointments...

I notice that this semester I met a lot of disappointments. Maybe God is teaching me to take disappointments by finding comfort in Him. whenever I feel like I have no one to talk to or no one could understands me, I talk to Heavenly Daddy. I know He would understand and I can just cry out to Him. I'm glad that I have someone to turn to whenever I feel this way. I would named Him....my comfort, my refuge, my strong tower in whom I trust. He's always there, waiting for me, but, a lot of times, I'm so engrossed in my own world that I left Him out. It's only when I met with problems, difficulties, sadness etc, I turned back and saw how faithful God is and how unfaithful I am. Ashamed, yet that's is when I needed Him the most..and I know I shouldn't run away from Him.

It's makes me think about the numerous disappointments that I've given to God, my parents and the people around me. I come to realize that, this is how it feels to be disappointed. In spite of that, God still show His love to me, comforted me, lead me through, and send people to help and encourage me. I have to say, I do felt a sense of guilt and condemnation. Even so, all these just went away when I looked at the grace that He had given to me through His son, Jesus Christ. It brings me to tears to come to think about how undeserving I am, a sinner to receive the grace of God. Grace is a gift from God and it's freely given to those He loves.

Guess who God loves??  John 3:16 For God so love THE WORLD, that He GAVE His only begotten son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. "The World" simply means everyone on this planet earth either you're dead or alive and that includes you and me. even though you're not a christian, God still loves you, always waiting for you to accept His son, Jesus Christ. He is the only God who GIVES first even before we ask. Many times we thought that we need to give something to God, offer or do something in order to receive. But our God is on the other way round, He gives even before you ask simply because He loves you. :') He's constantly looking forward to bless you and prosper you. That is how great He is. 

Surely when you've tasted His goodness, you'll never go searching around anymore because only Jesus can give you the peace that surpasses all understandings.

His grace is sufficient for me. 2 Corinthians 12:9 and  the verse continues..... "His power is made perfect in weakness". Writing these all out really makes me feel better now. I might be weak, but His power is made perfect in my weakness. Thank you Lord, once again for listening to the murmurs of my heart. HAHA!! I'm smiling now. It's a sincere smile which I feel deep within :D

Always remember, Christmas exist because of the birth of Jesus Christ. X'mas is a wrong term and I don't know how it came about. Please spell it correctly yo. Christmas is meaningless without Christ because without Christ, we can never find salvation for our soul and the way back to the Father. The gift exchange actually revolves around the idea of giving.. Christmas is all about giving because on this day a child was given to us and His name is Jesus. :)

chubby cheeks = Me

Another reason for myself to react in such a way probably because of  PMS(excuse to be emo XD)

urgh~~ so easily get irritated and fustrated.haha! till then, gonna continue doing my web assignment. need to pass up on thursday. Life goes on!! CHEERS~ 

stay tunned kay?? ;)

signing off,

XOXO

It's my Birthday ♥

wuhoo~

it's has been awhile that i didn't update my blog..so sorry people >.<

i purposely update for my Bday=Big day 

hee..♥♥♥

you must be wondering how i spend my day..

well, i'm just an ordinary girl and i don't go to clubs..

i'm not rich, not poor, not pretty,not ugly, not fat, not thin, not smart, not stupid

not short, not tall...

everything just looks average..

but, my Birthday falls on the same day with Agung's Birthday

LOL

cheers~ =D

At first i thought my day would be just another day at work..

nobody will remember my bday *emo 

cause sometimes i just feel so insignificant, =(

to my surprise, i received a slice of cake from a friend..

he came to my shop while i was working..how sweet..

so, during my break time...i take picture before eating it..hehe

Secret Recipe~ shhh..it's secret..♥

=P

"Fine Quality Cake"

happy~

Not sharing with you..sorry..XD

ooo..

take a peep..

the cake is glowing..lol

here is how it looks in my mouth..

kinda like eating what i vomitted..haha~taste nice though..;P

forgive me if it makes u wanna puke..hehe!

my "little" stomach can contain a lot though my mouth is small..

 one slice of cake..

errr..is totally not enough >.<

don't misunderstood ya..i really appreciate it..just that i have a big appetite..=DD

after roaming around jusco 2 look for food, 

i decided to buy 1 small packet of sushi salmon 

i love sushi ♥

it's not too much and not too little..

just enough for me after the slice of cake 

looks good...

like to put lots of wasabi..shiok~

into my mouth it goes..Wee~

it was fun taking picture during my break time..lol

after finished work, i headed back home straight away

 cause my mom and dad +my sister is waiting for me for dinner..eating again..woots~

we had our dinner at wah zai in menglembu which is famous for it's soft shell crab..

yummy..

it's was a public holiday so, there was alot of people..

while waiting, we decided to take pixie to kill the boredom..

mom and dad ♥

take 1:papa was looking somwhere else.. 

take 2: love to see my dad with my specs..very handsome indeed.

The funny shot..dad with the hairband, mom with the peace and teeth =D

sister's turn and everyone's mouth open wide..O.O

double peace!

the ooi's sisters

the girls~and a women..hehe..

too bad my brother didn't come back..we ate his share..haha!

don't worry bro..we'll have it together another time..

just don't forget to bring me back my present..love you =P

After dinner, went home and switched on the computer..

facebook time!!

i'm really glad to received all those birthday wishes..

felt so warm and sweet..you guys rock my day ^^

Alrite...

Present time!!

 i really love this necklace..thx to wanwan & junjun ♥

BIG thx to myself..haha!

from my sister..thanks~

the slippers is called Rubbit..i love them 100% rubber..comfortable and cute ♥

and the red shoe ♥

time flies..i'm hitting 20 already..

please don't say that i'm getting old..=.=

just that i'm no longer in the teens category..how sad..

even so, i felt excited of what lies ahead of me..

God's will for my life..yet to be fulfilled...=)

just wanna give all the glory to God and thank Him

for is His faithfulness towards me for the pass 20 years

He never fails ♥

Jesus loves you!!

stay tunned for more of " me"  ^^

XOXO

shopping Alone?

Shopping is an enjoyable thing....

provided you have money to spend 

shopping without money is some sort of mental torture

let me give you an illustration

You went to the mall happily..

a dress caught your eyes, you like it, you decide to try it, went to the fitting room and put it on,

make a few turns infront of the mirror and say "man, this dress looks so good on me

it's meant for me, see how it fits me..i look like a princess bla bla bla aeiou~"

"wait a minute, let me check my wallet..."

*put back the dress but,still looking and touching it*

Errr..ermmmm

"maybe i'll get it next time" (probably no nxt time cz fashion changes from time to time)

or "maybe the quality is not so good after all..not worth it"

(comforting yourself with these excuse so that u eventually wont feel so bad bcz u cant afford to buy it)

it's like u're hungry and the food infront of your face looks super yummy delicious

the smell of super yummy food pass by, u're caught by it, u wanna taste it so badly

but,u can't even have a piece of it..

that's sad right..*pout*

hmmm...

so, how about shopping with friends??

do you guys like it??or shopping with your parents??

shopping with friends is fun..

trying out clothes together and take pictures in the fitting room is what we'll do;

shopping with parents can be boring and yet convenient

cz they are your walking credit card..u don't have to pay through your nose 

lol 

but, how do u like it when u have friends to shop with u??

have u ever tried to shop alone??

maybe some people like to shop alone

but for me,i don't really like it

here are some of the reasons

1. It makes me feel lonely 

You're walking alone in the mall, saw a group of people laughing and chatting..having fun..and u look at          urself.. it's okay what, shop alone oso not bad mah..not so noisy like them..gum sakai ga..(whinning) but, actually u're feeling lonely inside and i wish that u have atleast someone to accompany you..='(

2. Nobody to give opinions

Sometimes we can be so yim jim aka fussy and indecisive in choosing which colour, design,patern etc.and don't know whether the dress suits us or not. The way we see things may also be different from other people. So, having someone there to help us to choose will probably lessen the risk of getting a migraine.

3. Get Lost or maybe no sense of direction(applies for super big and huge shopping complexes)
I don't mean i can't differentiate which is my right and left..i'm talking about the ability to remember locations.well, human brains are limited and different individually..some people have super brains that can remember things very well whereas some are not.if u have a friend with you, two brains work better than one.*sing two is better than one* so, we'll eventually find our way out..hopefully =P

4. Dangerous
Going out alone is no longer save in this society *especially in M'sia..anything can just happen when you're all alone.. (thank God i came home safely from KL) no to mention in the middle of the night..thus, going out in groups are much safer though it's not totally SAFE, atleast it's SAFER lor..nevertheless, you can choose to stay at home for the rest of your life and rot in your house..

5. No one helps you to take picture
worse thing happens when you're alone. Nobody to help you to take picture is one of them..especially during festive season like christmas, CNY etc."cheh~worse comes to worse ask people help me take picture lo"..but, what if  you're not satisfy with the first picture??the second and third picture too?? are you thick skinned enough to ask him/her to take another shot?? excuse me, that stranger u ask for help is not paid to help u.they have their things to do too.but, if you're "brave" u can always ask different people to help u take picture gea..

so, that's my top 5 reason for it

do u have u're own reasons too??

leave me a comment and let me know =)  

here are some of the pictures while i'm in k elle

the trees

pretty right??

i love the concept

little cottage..full of christmas atmosphere <3

My beloved sister..HAHA~

Mr.skeleton likes christmas too..

btw cool glasses =P

my eyes look so small with my chubby face *pout*

but i like the light on my head..

looks like an angel??

lol

anyway i still love shopping

hehe!